Love shines brighter than sunshine

skinny love

2012-01-11T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hello fellow friends! :-) Sorry that I didn't blog as I promised, but here I am now! Do all of you feel cold nowadays? I feel so cold nowadays that I have to wear my hoodie jacket to school every day and when I'm at home I'll be wrapped in my thick blanket.

Sooooo, I still remembered 2 days ago whereby my mum didn't want to cook for us and I went down to the convenience shop to get some ingredient to cook dinner for my family. I know right!! I'm always that sweet, awwww. Hahahaha, nah I was just kidding.

Yes, I cooked cream-based spaghetti for my family! My sister said it was really nice! Hahahaha!! I've always enjoyed cooking!! But one thing I hate about cooking is the cleaning aftermath. It's always so tiring!

Speaking of cooking, I'm celebrating my great-grandma's birthday on 15th January 2012, which is this coming Saturday and I'm gonna prepare some appetizer Prawn salad, and a party food deviled eggs! Sound so yummy that I'm feeling a lil hungry now! Hehe!

Here's one picture I took of my little girl when I gave her a little shirt to wear on a cold night. It was so cold and I'm afraid that she might be feeling cold as well, so I went to find her tank to cover up her body. Hahahahaha!!

As for today, I went Funan with A to fix his iPod. And as the day is still early, we decided to head to Bugis to get my accessories and clutch for my cny outfits! Those are what I got today!

Clutch for 25bux, which I think is really really worth it since the material is really good and it's not the normal envelope clutch that everyone is carrying. The design reminds me a lil of Balenciaga bags! Hahaha, and I got the leafy chunky necklace for only 15bux! Another cheap deal! After I bought the necklace, I realised they used to sell them at $22, then they dropped the price to $17 and then again, they dropped the price to $15! How lucky I am!! It's the last piece anyway! But there's no defect and quality is really good as well! :-) Lastly the 3bux cross ring I bought was from the flea at my school's Auditorium. It's new cuz they took it a new one for me and there's still a lot of connector rings at 3bux only!! Then again, when I went Bugis I saw them selling at $4-7!! Apparently the things I bought today were all good deals! Happy girl!! Hahaha!

That's all for what I did today. Well, school assignments has been coming in slowly and piling really quickly!! I should better complete them quickly so I've got more time to complete my revision for all the subjects! Okay, till then! Gotta sleep early! Goodnight! xoxo.

bitter heart

2012-01-09T20:06:00.001+08:00

Hi there! I'm so tired today. I didn't intend to blog today, so I'm here to just to tell you guys that I'll be posting tomorrow and I promise I will! Stay tune and continue reading, if there's any! :-) xoxo

somewhere in town

2012-01-07T00:56:00.003+08:00

Hello there! I'm back again! :-) Well, I got to say today started really badly. I'm really sad that I did really really badly for one of my written test. So disappointed with myself and my results. Hopefully I wouldn't be disheartened to be moltivate myself to study even harder. I get really discourage to study when I get such shitty results. I've made a pinky promise to A that I'll study harder to prove myself better.

Anyways, things got better after I left school to meet A. I bought a new highwaist short to go with the dark red sheer top basically because I think I look really fat in the skirt. The magical thing about this highwaist short is that, it made my butt really small, made my thighs slimmer and I think it has some stomach flattening effect. Hahahaha!! I know right!! Even though, I don't have a bulgy stomach, but it seriously did make me look so slim! The best thing about this short is that, it cost only 15bux!! Cheap or what!

So after some shopping is done, A and I walked over to Frontier library to have our Roti Prata dinner and we went up to the library for god knows what reason. Hahaha! And basically we just can't stop taking nonsensical photos and videos till my guitar lesson starts! Here's a picture and a video that I've uploaded to my laptop!! :-)

So after my guitar lesson, A and I headed back to Jurong Point to meet my mum. Bought some cny clothes for my cousins in Malaysia and went to take-away food for my dad. Basically, after that A went to meet his friends while mum and I headed home to rest!! :-)

And one last thing!! I'm so happy because I'm finally getting my bottom part of my hair dyed tml! I hoped my hair will absorb absorb ABSORB the color tml because I've dyed my hair countless of timesssss!! Baby is gonna dye it for me! So hooray!! :-D Okay, I'm gonna go Blackshot with the boys now!! Till then!! :-)

we found love

2012-01-02T22:18:00.004+08:00

He is precious, and I love him.

Hey guys! So basically, today is officially the last day of my 3 weeks holidays and school is starting tomorrow. Yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns. And overall of what I did for the 3 weeks is to work my ass off to earn easy money, and as well to spend some quality time with A. I did not even touch any of my assignments in the three weeks except 4 days ago which I met up with my schoolmates, Siti and Jacq to complete some useless shit assignment. Yes, that pretty sums up my three weeks hahahahaha! I know right, that's so boring!!

But!! Since today is the last day of holidays and as well as I got my $50 from my Aunt to buy cny clothes, I decided to just head out with A to get a few pieces of my cny clothes first and continue with the rest when I get my pay!!

Yup, so we went to Bugis with an impromptu decision! Cuz initially we wanted to go Fareast. And we regretted so much because it was packed like sardines! We literally have to walked with really small steps and kept perspiring non-stop!! My eagerness to shop and buy clothes just faded away slowly as everywhere I walked was packed with people. Such a turn off! But I still managed to get some stuff from Bugis, and here's what I got!

3 for 5bux earrings! I got the red and gold roses earrings specially for chinese new year. Hahahaha!! I'm actually not quite a fan of earrings but I think I got to get used to changed my earrings regularly so I don't look boring!

I've also got this two separate pieces from two different shops. 18bux for the dark red sheer top and 26.90bux for the spandex skirt. I'm thinking to get one chunky necklace to go together with this outfit! Should head to some accessories shop to get it someday!

I've also bought a 4bux belt at bugis which I think it is super cheappppp!! And it's easy to match with clothes as well!! And even tho, I didn't buy a lot of stuff which I usually do when I do shopping, but my money spent today was spent wise-fully! :-D

So at around 6.30pm when baby and I was so tired of the crowd at Bugis, we decided to head back to Jurong Point to meet up our friends for dinner and some window shopping for the guys. Headed home at around 9 since school is tomorrow! Big booohooooo!

Shall go play Blackshot for a lil while since there's still a littleeeeeeeee time and I'll be heading to bed! Till then guys! xx

Ps: 3 more days to pay day!!!!!!

a brand new year

2012-01-01T20:59:00.005+08:00

Happy 2N0E1W2 Year!!

It's been long since I last posted! Nobody reads here anyway, so I guess it's my private little space where I can rant and write my thoughts down for now and maybe for the rest of the year? :-)

Soooooo, 2011 has been a fruitful year for me, although school life just screw me up. Looking forward to year 2 of poly life. I hope I can just be myself like how I'm with all my friends. 2011 changed me a lot. I've no idea what changed me and what I've became. But I'm sure people around me do notice it as well. Nonetheless, I'll still be the happy go lucky Jonelle! :-)

Today's the first day of 2012 and here goes my new year resolution!

Friends, Family and my Dog to be happy and healthy!
A to live healthy and happily with me!
To get a car license! (If my dad sponsor me with the course fee. :-P)
To become slimmer!!

Currently these are the main new year resolution tha

t I hope I can achieve by the end of this year. And hopefully 2012 will not be the end of the year! If not, I'll be wasting my time studying all the while and not to go out and have fun!!

Last but not least, I want to say that 2011 has been a really great year with A. He has been a caring, loving, affectionate, amazing and cute boyfriend. :-) As I've said before, We've never wanted to be together and it just ended so unexpectedly. But nonetheless, I'm so glad that all these happened if not I think I'll be the loneliest girl on earth that nobody wants. :-( All the hard work that was placed in this relationship that never ha

ppened to me is all worth it after all the ups and downs we had. I'm sure it's all worth it. I never want to end this and we'll always be at the climax of our fairytale story! Last but not least, I love you so much fattyyyyyyyyyy! :-D I'm so glad I have you!

Just an old picture of us. Wanted to place a photo that was never posted up on the net but you lost it!!!

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Soooooo, I shall remind myself to take photos and post all of them up here. I want to keep them as memories, so I can always look back at them whenever I want to. :-) And.. till then!!

Hopes

2011-10-30T22:31:00.004+08:00

Like fucked all of us. Life's like a roller coaster. It has got all the ups and downs, sometimes it tricked us all in a 360 degree turn. I'm feeling emotionally depressed now. I feel like killing myself.

I've never exactly requested anything from you. I don't need you to satisfy my 100%. I don't need you to buy my expensive gifts, to bring me on a trip, to buy me an expensive dinner. All I need is you. I can go anywhere, every where at any time. I can give up everything and anything just to have you alone in my life. I don't need anything, but you.

Sometimes, I hope you can read my mind. I get jealous easily like any other girls. I like how boyfriends write little note on their twitter account, or on my Facebook account how much I really meant to you. I don't need you to write them everyday. Once in a blue moon is okay, at least I know you still care about me and I meant everything to you.

I know I'm slightly elder than you. Not a year or more older than you, but it's only a few months older than you. That doesn't give you an advantage to let me do everything myself, or decide things myself. I hope you can be dependent, so I can depend on you like any other girls too. But I can't, because you would just pushed everything to me. Where to go today, what to do today, is always me to decide everything. I just hope one day you're willing to give me a surprise, to bring me to somewhere you have planned and not me.

People I appreciate

2011-10-09T16:25:00.003+08:00

I'm fine. I'm living the fullest of my life with my favorite boy, and all my friends. I'm happy with my life now. I love the feeling of not schooling, and facing all the classmates that I don't feel happy with. I'm never exactly open with them, because it just feels awkward. I am not saying they're not good, but.. I just can't be myself when I'm with them. I'm no longer close with all my good friends I used to have in my secondary school, no longer. But I'm still glad I have my boyfriend and his friends. They're all my life for now. They made me happy and feel like myself whenever I'm with them. They called continuously, text me continuously just to make sure I was alright every single time I quarreled with my boyfriend. The rest of my friends never did. I realized those who called and messaged me even in 4am in the morning are the ones that actually care for me.

Anyway, this was never meant to be an emotional or ranting post. I just can't hide all these anymore. I just want to let my friends know that, I actually appreciate them and thank them for everything.

And someone that I really want to thank a million is this amazing boy.

He's everything to me. He's just there whenever I needed someone to lean on. And he's can be the only one that I can live with the rest of my life.

Someone Important

2011-09-11T00:34:00.004+08:00

I once thought to myself, never a guy would love someone like me. Until I met you, someone who make me feel like I'm dating a cupid. You give me the best of everything you can, you showered me with lots of love that I would never receive and you made me the luckiest girl on Earth. Sometimes, I do feel guilty when I get angry easily, to break your heart again and again. But I never meant to. I've always wanted you to feel happy whenever you're with me, to feel that I'm the best girlfriend you ever had compared to all your previous girlfriends. I'm willing to change, willing to do anything you want just to make you happy.

I don't want this love to change, but change is inevitable. For now, I just want this love to last and I'm sure it will. You're the one that I'll ever need. I love you, boy. Y

Coming back

2011-08-31T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! I guess I'll be back for a moment. I miss blogging and writing down all the thoughts right here. Anyways, I'm pretty busy with lazing my life right now, at the same time getting the hang of my new job over at Cotton On. :) Can't wait to get my pay and get all the things I want!!

I shall post pictures, videos or whatever that I'll take when I go back to secondary school for Teacher's day celebration tomorrow! :) xoxo

2011-07-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

Love of my Life

2011-07-13T22:24:00.001+08:00

He's the love of my life.

I love him with all my heart.

Happy kid

2011-06-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

I am a happy kid today. ^^ Because, I bought lots of clothes, and my dress has finally been shipped to Singapore and I took neoprints with baby today! AWESOMEEEEEXZZ. Okay, I really don't like blogging without photos. I shall update again once I've got all the photos! ^^

Running with the clock

2011-06-19T20:35:00.002+08:00

Oh hai! Greetings with ma new haircut. Okay, i know it's fugly but there's no fucking choice!! So well, life is okay for me. Some catching up with secondary school mate's during Jeremy's birthday at Marina barrage, where you can see the all the pictures from Shanice's album. And of course with the awesome girls during Jiaxin's 17th from Lydia's album. I did went back to Gong Cha for a period of time, but I swear it was crazy there. I swear I'll never go back there again!

And here's what I got today! A new Voce Moda brush set from mummylove!! She got me a few eye shadows as well, and not to mention lots of cosmetics when we went for her KL trip with sister!

I've also got myself a huge ass ulcer which I bite on it twice therefore forming this huge ass ulcer during Jeremy's birthday while eating. I can't drink, talk or smile now. Just like one freaky zombie! Urghhhhhhh, I hate ulcers! :(

Anyway, school is starting soon. :( I've yet to complete all the assignments neither doing my revision. I've been playing around and working that I've totally have forgotten about my work and everything. I should better buck up now and do well! I don't want to repeat the module over and over again. :(

Speaking of it, i should better go start some of my essays writing now! Kthxbai! <3

I need no explanation.

2011-05-11T20:48:00.005+08:00

We all need people to comfort us when we cry, especially someone we love. I'm someone who cries easily, and always needed a shoulder to be there for me to cry on. Whenever we quarrel and cried, the standard one thing you say to me is, "Why this little things you also want to cry?!" Haven't I told you that I cry easily even before we got together? And you told me, no matter what happens, I can always cry on your shoulder. But what happened now? Haven't I told you countless of time that I just need someone to care and comfort me when I cry? But the ending is always the same. You'll just keep defending yourself, by telling me why you did this and that. I need no explanation. I just need you to hold me, like it's the most fragile thing in the world, and tell me everything's gonna be fine. That is all I need. Everything will be fine with a hug, and apologies. I don't need you to tell me that you're always the one to apologize, and not me. I don't need you to tell me that my apologies are insincere. That's what hurt the most. Because whenever I apologize, I do it with all my heart. Yet my boyfriend just think it's insincere. I've no idea what I can do anymore, but to cry by myself.

2011-05-06T13:51:00.001+08:00

While waiting

2011-05-03T15:06:00.004+08:00

I'm currently in schol right now~ Waiting for the fartboy!! I've been waiting here for like forever and I'm still waiting. :( Might be going down to Ikea later for MEATBALLS! $4 meatballs~~ Woooohoooo

Anyway, friends and I celebrated Lydia's birthday yesterday evening! Had Seoul Garden at Clementi mall. I think Jiening and I ate the most. :P I think I can eat more than my boy. HAHAHAHAHA! Because when he's already full, I'm still eating. :P I know, I seriously can eat a lot! After that, we went to this China-ish LAN shop at clementi which Chunpoh brought us to. Had some blackshot games before we go back home! I enjoy every single trip out with them, because I kinda feel more like myself.

Well, I guess I should wrap up this post and shall take nice pictures to update this boring blog. Kthxbai~

Just a quickie

2011-05-03T01:00:00.002+08:00

HIIIIII IM BACK! Okay, but I need to go have my nap now! Shall post again soon! Very soon! And I need to edit my blog. This looks like shit. Urgh, kthxbai~

Anticipating.

2011-03-27T22:14:00.003+08:00

Really want to blog, but I've got nothing to blog about! :@ Anyway, school is starting which I'm pretty much looking forward to! Baby got me a kitty bottle, and a pencil case to prepare for school and i bought a new bagpack finally after 2 years! Gonna get my laptop case after my pay!

Well, speaking about my pay, there's a few things I'm getting! Really excited about it though! >< Finally, getting myself a proper bedframe from Ikea, getting my hair dyed and etc etc!

Oh, a summary of what i did today. Pretty simple, I woke up and watch tv straight since morning. Baby went Malaysia, and I swear I was bored like hell! :( Getting too dependent on baby isn't a good thing though. Now I realised I've relied too much on him. Without him, it's like I'm a different person, a total stranger to everyone, I guess?

Well anyway, shall end here, pictures soon! If i've got any! >< Alright, take care ppl! :D

Our day out.

2011-03-04T22:57:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone! :D As for today, I had a OFF day with baby! :D Woke up at around 10 and got ready to set off to baby's crib. Had a little cozy time, watched random videos, watched a little chinese movies, and got super hungry!

Had our lunch settled at the hawker near baby's place, went IMM for a little walk. I didn't bought anything, but I had lots of food food and food! Realized, I have been eating a lot recently! :@ I must really stop this stupid habit, else I'll grow fatter again! :@

Went for my guitar lesson at six till seven, accompanied baby for an hour before I start another hour of guitar lesson~ Bought some pasar malam food to eat as Baby walked me home. :D Really love having such slow pace walk with baby in the late night, especially when the weather is super cooling. :P

Anyway, thanks for reading. Shall go finish packing what I'm supposed to and get an early sleep to get ready tomorrow's work again! :D Tata~ Y

Here I come again.

2011-03-02T23:26:00.004+08:00

Hi thereeeeee! It's been a total of 2 months that I stopped blogging, and I think it's time for me to come back. :) I've rest for enough and I'll try to be all active again! But i guess, nobody read this anyway except for this little sweet pie who reads my blog everytime despite knowing I didn't update it. Hehehe. :P

Anyway, life is pretty awesome now. I'm less worried for getting caught by mummy's friends in the public, and I can hold baby's hands with no worry no and then when we go out. :) I've been pretty busy with my work at Gong Cha. Work is hectic, but time to time it can be as crazy as ever when all the colleagues at Gong Cha go crazy. Even our manager. :P

Anddddddd, Baby and I spent our eleventh month together, jsut two of us, at the Universal Studios Singapore. We actually planned to go with our manager, Melany and Shaohui. But this damn shaohui ruined our plans. :( but afterall, baby and I still had fun. :D I prepared a lil picnic food and sneaked in. :P Had our craziest moments on the craziest roller coaster rides, have our sweet little moments together. :D

That pretty sums out what I've been doing for this month, I guess. :) Oh, I wanted to post up some pictures, but I couldn't get the pictures here. I have no idea why. :( But it's okay, you guys can always go to my facebook to look for my pictures! :P

This sums up what I'm going to post as I planned~ And, I shall sleep early and get ready for anther hectic and busy work day at Gong Cha. Oh, please visit me at Gong Cha Raffles place lehhhh~ Anyone who reads my blog? :( Bet no one reads either. :( It's okay, nightx ppl online! :D

YYYYYYYY

Lonely Christmas

2010-12-26T14:31:00.002+08:00

Hohohoho! Merry Christmas people. Well, I guess no one's reading this dusty old blog but anyway. I just miss blogging, but today's special. I'm blogging with no content, I really wanna blog with pictures, but I don't have any much pictures since i don't cam whore as much like before anymore. :p

Oh well, i spend my Christmas so miserably with myself. :( Baby went Malaysia, and I was left alone so sickly in Singapore. :( Well, Baby's dad did ask me to go along, but the decision is made by my parent. Anyway, I spend my Christmas day with my family. I visited great granny in hospital and we went for a movie, Gulliver's Travels in 3D, with my family. It was nice though, but the 3D doesn't really show much of an effect.

Anyway, here's two little friend celebrating Christmas with the little Christmas hat I bought last year. :P

Shall end this post here,I'm out of words right now. :( Shall take nice photos, and filled this little place up soon! :D

I'm finally back! :D

2010-12-13T19:47:00.002+08:00

HOLA! I'm finally back from America! :DDDDD Not exactly, but I was back here like a few days ago or a week ago, i can say. :D Well, I was busy with finding a piece of work as I come back, till baby and I found a job like accidentally today. Haha!

Anyway, here's what we've been doing recently. :P

We managed to find a bag of animal toys when we went to Safra for L4d2 like last week. Hahahaha! And we took them out to play. :P We even drew them, hahaha! pictures were totally fail. We couldn't stop laughing when we were guessing which animal each of us were drawing. :P

Anyway, we're already starting work like tml, which is pretty fast. :( I was anticipating it like just now. But i realised, I couldn't wear nice nice when i go work. :( But it's okay, at least we'll be able to see each other during working periods. :D

Well, I shall update soon again if I've got the time. :D

Xoxo, toodles! :D

Happy Eighth Monthsary

2010-11-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Eighth Monthsary, bbyboy.

We're already eight months old, though time have past so slowly, it always seem fast to us! Sorry baby. :'( I can't spend my eighth together with you silly. :'( I promise I'll make it up for you. By this time, I should have already been packing up and ready to leave to the airport. This is written on the 20th, and saved as draft while waiting for our 23rd to arrive baby. Sorry, I really wished I can stay, I really tried my best to persuade. I promise I'll be back quickly safe and sound. Please take care of yourself, because I can't take care of you when I'm away. :( Check my facebook, twitter and blog for updates. :( Remember to check your mails too. I'll be online at around 9-10pm in US time, which is 1-2pm of Singapore's time. It's 16hours difference. :( You've to minus 16 hours from Singapore's time okay? :( I'll reach Tokyo at around 2-3pm, and take flight to US and reached at around 8am of US time. I won't be online till night or evening time. I'll tell you again in twitter okay baby? :( For now, let's just be happy and smile. Because I know you still have me in your heart and you should know I still have you deep inside mine. :) I'll miss you hell lots. I love you babyboy. Takecare, and I'll contact you real soon when I've reached Los Angeles! :'( <>

Just for you.

2010-11-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hey bby, this is all for you. :)

Though we may have been spending almost everyday together, I still think it's not enough. :( Baby, take care when I'm not around. Don't get in the rain, don't go home late when you're out with your friends, don't get sick because I can't take care of you during the period when I'm away. :( Check your mails, your twitter, your facebook and my facebook if I'm gonna update my photos. :( I promise I'll go online as often as I can baby. I'll bring the little book you gave me to write my everyday journal and reflections in the book and give it to baby. And I just realised i didn't finished making the bookmark you wanted. :'( I'll get that done too and pass it to you silly. I'll bring the star star plushy you gave and hug it to sleep everyday. :( I'll bring all the keychains with me and hang it on every luggage or purses i have. :( I'll miss you so much when I'm there. For now, let's be strong and not cry. I promise i'll be back quickly and buy many things for you silly. Take care, and I love you so much baby.

Take care silly. < 3

A little update before I go.

2010-11-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

I spent this week fruitfully, together with bby. Just as I realised bby and I were out tgt everyday since Monday till now. :) Promise me, you'll be happy when I'm away. Don't cry, be strong. Though I may not be there for you physically, I'll be with you mentally. You'll be in my heart, my mind and everything, silly. :) I love you bby. <>

And there we went out with our korean classmate for the last time on Wednesday. :) I still remember bby and I went to play the kiapkiap thing again and we got super lots of keychains! :P I shall post the picture next time. :P

We went vivo for shopping too. There's great sales at Forever 21! I got a nice skinny jeans for just 15 buck! Cheap much! :D Bby found it for me though. :P Shall wear that to USA. :P Anyway, I shall end this little post with a picture of us. :)

Toodles! Take care peeps!
I'll be back real soon! xoxo.

Happy Birthday silly!

2010-11-10T22:29:00.004+08:00

Hey hi hi! It's this looooooooooooooooooong since I've updated. :P Two freaking long months! :P Woah! Anyway, I had fun for today, oh including yesterday!

Went bby's house yesterday in the morning, and left to get bby's spectacles. We really had no where to go when we decided to go Safra LAN. O's are yet to be over and I'm gaming, how great! :P Played for like two scary hours. Bby and I went for a killing spree, but I died. :(

But anyway, I baked for bby for his birthday.

I even did icing and all those stuffs! And sticking colourful strips to make my awful container looked cute. :P Oops, the picture is not rotated. :P

Then we webcamed and I took this in a second! :P When both of us had our combs on our head! Hahahaha! Silly much. :P

Anyway, I managed to trick bby into Jiaman's wonderful plan. Haha, yeah right. Thanks to me anyway, because I'm born with such talented acting. :P Haha, nah. I'm just kidding. :P Had a big surprise for the birthday boy, and he's really really happy! Yayyyyy, big success! :D I just can't stop smiling when I see you smile! So yup, had our tummy fill, and off we went home to get changed.

As usual again, we went Safra LAN again. But this time it was three hours and it was with like so many of them! Off we went home, after bby got his slippers! :)

I'm so bored at home now, and i really miss bby a lot. :'( When I say a lot, i really meant a lot. :'( Anyway, I shall end this little post, since there's nothing much to update on, and I bet no one's gonna read anyway. :P

Xoxo

PS: Happy birthday silly, i love you many many many many many!< 33333

2010-09-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

I miss you. :'(

2010-09-13T18:29:00.003+08:00

"Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you,

it probably hurts the other person, too."

I think I get what it means, now.

2010-09-09T22:48:00.005+08:00

"You're everything I thought you never were. The nothing I like about you could have been. But still you live inside me. You're the only one I forgive, and though you break my heart. You're the only one. And though there are times I hate you. Because I can't erase time times you hurt me, and put tears on my face. And even now when I hate you, It pains me to say I know I'll be there at the end of the day. I don't want to be without you, baby. I don't want a broken heart. I don't want to take a breath without you. I don't want to play that part. I know that I'll always love you."

Childhood.

2010-09-09T21:55:00.003+08:00

Hi there! I wonder if there's still people reading my blog. But anyway, I'm bored and I just want to keep this place alive. I've been pretty much busy with my homework, well of course lazing around. I've completed 1 set of math paper today, and I'm gonna finish the rest tmr, I guess. :P

Oh yeah, I went Marina Barrage on Monday too. A mini picnic, with some kites, with a few of my friends. Click here for my pictures that I have uploaded on facebook. :) After that, we headed for Bugis to shop shop shop, plus we headed for 我愛台妹. Yum yum yum! The girls and I went to buy our items that we wanted and we were all happygirls_94@hotmail.com. Hahaha!

Then I met baby on Wednesday. ^_~ Did math, walked aimlessly at Taman Jurong. We seriously have got nothing better to do, well at least if Singapore snows, we don't have to sweat so easily when we walk aimlessly next time round. :P

Had tuition today, I almost died because I've to wake up early and complete my math. :P

Childhood photos~

I seriously love looking at childhood photos. Looking at how I actually looked like when I was young. Well, not much changes though. But thinking about the past, it's so much better to be a 6-year old kid than a 16 year old teenage adult.

I was the one looking up. :P And the one infront was my bestfriend. I think? I can't remember though. But I know our parents knew each other. I had lots of photos with him though. :O

And this, I didn't know Gerald was in the same class as me in Kindergarden until today. Hahaha! Coincident much. :O

Well, I guess that's all for now. I just don't know what else, I could update on. :P People come come, I want my blog alive again. :( Haha, okay till then!

2010-08-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy fifth Y
I love you, bbyboy. :)

2010-08-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

I miss you so much now.

Tomorrow please come faster, please? :(

2010-08-22T13:04:00.003+08:00

Hi there. I'm super bored now. It's Sunday and Ss and chem's prelims coming up but I've yet to study a single thing. Anyway, I think I screwed up English prelims on Friday. Oh nooooo. :( Helped a lady to do up a survey outside school after that and got 5 dollars. Hahaha! Jiaxin missed it like totally!

Went to meet bby at night. Stayed over for 2 days, and it was awesome. :) I've been on this page for like hours and I don't know what to type. Urgh, I shall go read my notes now. Toodles!

2010-08-17T20:45:00.003+08:00

That day on Msn,

Me: I know you love me.
Bby: I know you care.
Me: Just shout whenever.
Bby: And I'll be there.
:D

I miss you, bbyboy.

2010-08-17T19:45:00.003+08:00

I can't bear to leave you, even for a second.

I love you babyboy.

Happy kid here.

2010-08-06T14:08:00.002+08:00

Hi there. Guess what? I've received my Fred Perry Tote this morning! :D Yay yay yay to the maximum! :D I'm a big happy kid now. :D Alright, I shall do a quickie here before i head to bed! :D

Well, National Day celebration was awesome. But, without the concert is not a single bit of enjoyment. I still prefer concerts, and performances by teachers or students or whoever. Well, at least we still get prizes for our awesome videos. I kind of like the 5Ns ones though. Yah, anyway. Activities in class aren't exciting at all. Kite-making? It didn't even fly. There's no wind and i doubt it'll fly even with big wind? Well, i don't know.

Headed over to subway and had yummy chicken and bacon ranch sub with Bff and Jiaxin. Yihong came afterwards. Bff and I went cotton on, and then popular to get some items before we headed home and we bought sanitizers on the way to interchange. >.<

Smells really really awesome! :D Okay, i better go rest before i have to head out in the night later! :D Toodles! ^_~

2010-08-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hola people! I just feel like blogging, but I've got no nice pictures, no topics to talk about for now. I've been out with bbyb on Saturdays. Parks, study corners and mac is where we went. My life's pretty bored with almost doing nothing but studying. But at least I get to see bbyb. :)

Today was nice. The weather's just nice and I did my homework. I went to the beach with my family today while it was drizzling. There was high tide, monstrous waves and huge wind. The wind was so huge and the sand hitting on our legs were so painful! But the wind was really really nice. Headed over to Starbucks to have caramel hot chocolate. ^_^ Went back to Great granny house, completed my homework and had dinner before we headed home.

Alright, I better packed my bad and get ready to snuggle in my bed now! Toodles. ^_~

2010-07-27T20:34:00.002+08:00

It's long long looooong since I've got time to post a proper post. Well, I might prolly do a proper one on Thursday, Friday, Saturday or Sunday? Or prolly not? ><

2010-07-27T20:12:00.003+08:00

Exactly what we did during the stay overs. ^_~

2010-07-15T16:49:00.000+08:00

YAWNS

It doesn't matter what others think

2010-07-15T16:33:00.002+08:00

There's so much to say, but I'm really not good with words.

I'll show you, I love you more than anyone else on Earth.

"Love is being happy and comfortable with someone and you can just be yourself, no makeup, no fancy clothes, wake up next to them and think that you two are the only two people in the world that matter."

2010-07-14T19:42:00.002+08:00

Shall do a quickie before I'm heading out! Well, basically school's so much tensed up unlike how it used to be. And I'm practically doing my homework, tuition work and own assignments everyday non-stop. There's almost no time for rest. Well at least, I do take afternoon naps after my cold shower from school. :P Anyway, I've done chem revision today and half of my maths revision! Sibei satisfied~ Okayok, my daddy just called. Off to dinner now!

Oh oh oh. And Happy birthday Ben ben ben ben ben ben ben ben ben ben ben ben ben ben. Inside joke btw. Hahaha!

Okay, remember to catch daddy on Channel U, 9.30PM today okay doki? :D

2010-07-11T18:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was fun. I woke up late, got ready and went to meet bby. Bought Ben's gift, and walked around Jp before we decided to go around Taman Jurong area. Bby had his stomach filled and after that, we went to walked around randomly till we met Jiaxin and Lydia.

Headed to Ben's house after that. Played and talked around till the rest came. Had yummylicious food! :D I like the potato with bacon. :P It's only awhile later before bby and I went to buy something. Headed to bby's house and waited for him to bathe while i went toilet. I swear my bladder almost burst! :(

Walked back to Ben's house. Went up with the girls, played with Oscar and took pictures. Went down awhile later to check on the boys. Then Uncle came down to call us all up for cake cutting. Cake was really really nice! Yum yum!

Quickly headed back to bby's house, as he went to bathe again. His shirt was almost covered with mud~ Cabbed home, and had a nice sleep after that! :D

Okay, I'm heading out for dinner now. School's tmr and it's all gonna be a boring day! :(

Till then! xx

2010-07-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

2010-07-08T18:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH PEINIIIII Y

Heheheh. Okay, I know we haven't met for like ages already~ And the last time we met up was like 2 years ago? And this was the last picture we had taken that 2 years ago! Hahaha! It seem like it was only last year we've only go out today but it's already 2 years now~! To realized that, we have so much fun back then~

From a young little girl to a total pretty girl now! Really love reading your blog sometimes :P So you should update more! Hehehe. And and I realized we used to call each other steady steady. Remember? Not sure if you'll remember, but I do! I still can't remember how the the calling of steady starts though! :P Anyway, hope you enjoy your birthday today! And and. we should really catch up with each other together with cris, liting, jieting and all those! Like how we used to. After O's of course! :D All the best for O's and, don't forget me okay! :D

Love xx

2010-07-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

2010-07-03T19:15:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

That should be me

2010-07-01T20:29:00.002+08:00

Execution today was fine! Yipeeeee~ Okay except that teacher didn't bought my english parsley lah hor. Then I used my mixed herb instead ._. I managed to finish cooking on time, but didn't manage to display them on time. I hope everyone do well! Had lots of delicious food today~ :D

Jiaxin and I went to bathe after execution in school. The lights keep going off~ We screamed everytime the lights went off. Hahaha! And we took turns to go out and make the automatic light comes back again. I swear i was half naked when i went out to on the lights :O

Faster bathe and went out to meet bbyboy. Yay, bbyboy carried my bag, while I carried my kittylab bag full of food~ I gave him my blueberry shortcake. I still wonder if it taste nice or not. I should go try again later! :)

Okay, for now. I should go do my fnn research and have an early night! Till then~

2010-07-01T20:11:00.003+08:00

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you… The one who turns to his friends and says, ‘that’s her."

I guess, I've found mine.

2010-06-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

I don't care if you tell me you don't deserve me, I don't care if you tell me I should look for someone better. I don't care if you tell me you look like a toad trying to get a swan, I don't care if you tell me others will think you're trying to take the advantage or what.

As long as I love you.
Nothing or no one can ever change the fact.

Someone like you

2010-06-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hola~ This is basically just overview of what I did the past few days. Didn't have time to upload my pictures, so well. Don't read if you're not bored. Cuz I think I'll bore the shit out of you :O

Anyway, three cheers to drumzout for getting the champion, and also able to play for yog! :D Basically, the pioneer kids - Jaslyn, Jere, Bl and I went Cathay to support The Eaglez~ We were just basically standing, standing and standing for hours. Super tiring, but it's worth it! Cuz all contestants were pretty interesting.

Headed to Old School Sinema for Flea Titan V. Climb a whole load of stairs and I swear the laughing made me even more tired. BBF's upskirt totally made the day. HAHAHAHA! I protected her from the boys. Not bad ah~

Flea Titan was so quiet compared to the first one. Or is it we came at the wrong timing? :O Okay, we headed back to Cathay. Settled our awful lunch. Jere and I bought cream sauce spag, and it almost killed both of us. It's like the worst spaghetti I've ever had. And I swear I almost puked when I was at Ion Orchard. Life's hard~~ HAHA.

Okay, went Ion with the bus. Walked around, met Jon watched performance and did shopping. I regretted not buying that Topshop bag :( They said it's not worth it. But it looks cute, i think? :P I'll get that as soon as possible. And that Fred Perry top. I'm getting that Fred Perry craze over again~~ Serious!

Okay. Then, we had dinner at XinWangCafe. Headed Muji to get Aunty's birthday present. And headed home. Had lots of laughter, random talks and nonsensical actions. Pretty cheer me up from those boring days. Except days with my bbyboy of cuz! :P

For Sunday. I had lots and lots of fun too! Headed Mac for breakfast. Then to Great Granny house for Aunty's birthday celebration. Then headed to Marina Punggol for D.experience. I took rides with the helmet. Hahaha. Wasn't that fun compared to Gelang Patah's track. It was a super small one. Had tan lines. Hahaha, ugly t-shirt tan lines. Eeeeee, I went home and freaked myself out by the ugly tan lines. Ate lots of tyre dust, had lots of tyre dust all over the body :O Had Shabu Shabu at Marina Punggol. Super nice~ Ambience (Y) too. Headed home at 9 plus and prepared for school againnnn.

School's today is as usual. What else is there to say about. Haha. Boring as ever, homework just the start of the day. Yawns. Had menstrual cramps, and realised I stained that dark purple uniform in my four years in school for the first time. Sad life.

Okay. I shall go play fb games. And do up a post for my bbyboy. Take care people. Told you, it's boring. You shouldn't have read till here~ Hahaha, okayok. Till then. Won't be able to post a proper post any sooner now. Haha, work hard. Yes. Goodbye, goodnight! (k)

2010-06-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 3rd.
I luv you Y

2010-06-22T16:18:00.000+08:00

Never ever want to lose you,

never ever.

2010-06-21T20:54:00.003+08:00

Time for Blackshot to headshot people to calm myself down. Peace out.

What is wrong tell me.

2010-06-21T20:28:00.004+08:00

What is wrong when you've done nothing wrong but you got scolded for nothing. What is wrong when I've never even speaked and the next thing is somebody screaming at you. What is wrong when you want to buy something to eat and you go back home to take money, and get screamed at like for nothing when your mummy dooesn't want to give you money.

Tell me what is wong. I'm feeling like a super dumbass sitting infront of the computer eating a big packet of Ruffles and crying non-stop. I just fucking don't know.

Rewind the time

2010-06-20T22:06:00.005+08:00

Happy Daddy's Day! Y

I ate super a lot today! I totally feel like dying right now. Celebrated daddy's birthday over at Korean BBQ Restaurant opposite of Haw Par Villa as usual. And, I gave him the Bonia 's wallet I bought yesterday! Ate until all of us had difficulties walking! Headed over to Dempsey Hill to have Ben's and Jerry's! Mummy treated all of us ice cream, and we spent almost to 50 bucks there. I have 2 tubs of ice cream :P 1 scoop ice cream plus mix and mactch ice cream. Totally feel like puking after the ice cream. I ate too much :P

Okay, headed back home after that. And guess what! HAHAHAHA, yah. He really come crawling back to me. Now, it's the decision whether to go or not. I might have to take up a few days to consider :P Okay, maybe it's time for me to show him what he've done to me a few months back :P HAHAHHAHAA, YAY TIME FOR REVENGE. Okay lah. I'm not that bad. But I'm still considering!

Okay, for the time being, time for blackshot! Toodles~

Happy Father's Day, I luv you many many many daddy!

2010-06-19T22:39:00.005+08:00

The way you smile, the way you laugh, the way you eat, the way you hold me tightly and never want to let go, the way you cuddle me to sleep, the way you sleep talk when you're asleep, the way you looked so shock when I cried, the way you secretly take pictures of me eating, the way you laughed at nothing, the way you keep forcing me to eat when I can't finish my food, the way you always play with my belly button, the way you snore when you sleep, the way you helped me clean my flat.

The way you do everything for me.
I just can't get enough of you.

I miss you, silly.

2010-06-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

You've seen me cry, you've seen me in the worst moments. No matter and whatever that happened, you gave me your warmest hug. And your hug was the ever solution to make me smile and to forget every single thing.

Fall for anything

2010-06-17T21:46:00.006+08:00

Hello world! Yes, I baked today. And didn't turn out well :( I seriously think I need to work on my baking skills. It has been deproving tremendously! By just looking at the pictures above depicts everything >:(

Anyway, summarise of this week equals to study week. I did homework on every single day of this week till now. I'm now left with 1 math ws :D I even went to the library on Wednesday. Feel so much of satisfactory, feel so much of a good kid :P Haha. I should continue this way though.

And, I need to cut down my usage of internet. Facebook games are getting so addictive to me suddenly! The first time I do when I wake up is to on the computer ><

Okay, I feel like shooting ppl now. Time for blackshot :P Till then!

2010-06-16T22:32:00.003+08:00

If I could be your superman,
I’d fly you to the stars and back again.
Cos everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I’m not that strong.
Cos I’m no superman, I hope you like me as I am.

2010-06-15T22:56:00.001+08:00

You're the only one that's worth my tears, hun.

♥

2010-06-14T23:44:00.001+08:00

I miss you,

and I lub you many many many, dumb dumb.

Boring ttm.

2010-06-12T21:55:00.003+08:00

Hi ppl. It's super super long since I've done a proper post. It's like I don't have the feeling to post anymore. My holiday life's is pretty boring. Fnn coursework for the whole week, last week. It was torturous. No facebook, no messenger, no twitter, no anything. But we found our ways to hack into these websites ><>Blackshot>Hotel City>Nightclub City> Blackshot all the way. I died thousands of times today in blackshot. HAHA. But headshot is fun! :P

Okay, and as for now. I'm gonna be a good kid and complete my math ws! Toodles!

2010-06-12T14:33:00.001+08:00

2010-06-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

Haha! Look at this cutiepie ><>< Okay, I'm getting back to runescape with sister and my bbyb! :)

2010-06-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

2010-05-31T16:41:00.003+08:00

That Saturday, I was super super super bored. So I went out with my bbyg after my intensive chinese. I wore super casual that day, a blouse and a bottom with haivanas :O I have totally no idea what to wear, and just grabbed any top and bottom and off I left my house.

Went homeclub. It was super squeezy and we didn't got anything, like srsly! Went central, bought our sticky! And met Cai. We wore the same blouse, okay but different colour -.- It was super dumb though. Okay, then we walked around boat quay, clark quay. Whatever quay. Then, we decided to go club, temple and smith street. It was nice though. We went barnyard for food, and drinks. Ambience super nice! :D All those 4 pictures in 1 picture are taken by an app in my phone. We didn't have camera that day and so we used the pathetic iphone's camera ._.

Okay, then we went vintage bookstore. Super nice, and vintage-ish. Okay, then we went home after that. I cleaned the house, and feel super satisfied with the work I've done :P

Okay, and then my chinese o' today was.. Can say quite okay lah :P Hahaha! For now, I'm gonna go complete my math ws now! :D

2010-05-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

HAHA! Guess who does this belongs to? :D

Blueberry and lemon shortcake

2010-05-25T18:56:00.003+08:00

Haha, how does it look? :P I did this like just, not long ago. Thought I failed in doing this, but it turns out perfect! Mummy loves it! :D YAY~

Speaking of love, it makes me wanna fall in love all over again

2010-05-23T22:23:00.004+08:00

Hello world. I'll just go a quick post and goes back to my fnn coursework. I realised I always start my blog post with this line. Okay. Basically, I'm almost done with fnn. I'm done with my Decision Making and now, I'm left with my editing! :P

And, for today. Family and I went East Coast for lunch in some restaurant. I met a young china lady from this restaurant. She look really young and pretty, and super friendly. HAHA. She came to our table and kept talking to me. Haha, she's super friendly. First time I met a pretty and young and friendly china lady :X Okay, then mummy and I headed to the flea just outside restaurant. Didn't bought anything though. Went starbucks to meet daddy and sister. Played games, as we sit inside the cold air conditioned room. Really nice, compared to the scorching hot sun outside!

Then we headed back home as daddy wanted to rest. I did my coursework and went imm for dinner. Bought lingerie, some items for fnn execution, bought ingredients for my blueberry shortcake! Gonna bake it tmr, yay! Yum yum.

Okay, and hothotheat came talking to me on msn. Talking to him, makes me miss the times we used to have soooooo much. Like really, sooooo much! Talked a lot for the first time, haha. Gonna meet him when he comes back and have our starbucks. Cuz he owes me one since sec 2. HAHA! Okay, anyway. I'm gonna go do my coursework now. Till then!

2010-05-23T15:43:00.000+08:00

"But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready."

2010-05-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

The same love that makes me laugh, makes me cry

2010-05-22T21:01:00.006+08:00

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime."Bette Devis

Hi world! I shall do a quickie here, and go start on my fnn now! I haven't started it, when I even said I'm gonna start it ytd. And then, here it goes again. I'm gonna be stucked at home tmr. Cracking my brain, killing all my brain cells. What the hell I'm gonna cook for my execution. It sucks that you have to crack your brain on fnn, srsly! Okay, I was really really bored that day, and I took out some of those on the above picture and made a jack union flag using my bling bling's glue :P Wasted like almost an hour doing it.

Okay, anyway. Yesterday was Friday, and school was fine. We played monopoly card version like as if our o's have ended. HAHA! Pathetic much. My favourite boy came sitting beside me, when Iffah didn't come ytd. And he drew comic strip in my geography notes, haha! Okay, then health checkup after recess. It was super long and the nurses take forever. Had eye vision test and backbone checkup. Headed home afterwards.

Wanted to take a nap, but I didn't. Almost forgot my guitar starts at 5.30pm. Rushed all the way down to Frontier, and I was the first to arrived. Met a new friend, Jacky/Jackie? Not sure how's the spelling like though. And js didn't came down, teacher said he was sick though. Pract till around 6.15pm and headed to jp to wait for mummy. Waited for her for whole 50 mins. she only arrived like 7 plus -_- I almost died. Had Burger King for dinner, Subway was full house! Headed to buy sister's cake, before I go back to Frontier for guitar class second round. HAHA! My fingers almost break. Really!

My favourite boy came to send my home after guitar :) Kept talking and laughing non-stop, and he never fails to make me laugh.

Okay, then we had intensive chinese lessons today. Teacher was late, and everyone was late. I shouldn't have come. I spent the lessons talking to Alvin like the whole 2 hours, you can say. We srsly talk throughout and it was like the first time I didn't got called by teacher for talking and laughing too much. Haha! I'm always called by Mdm Ang cuz I talk and laugh too much :P Waited for bff outside school with 3 girlfriends. Went to takeaway food before headed home.

Sister's party today. But i didn't join those lil kids. Slept in my room instead :P Supposed to do my coursework though. HAHA!

And I like my hair today. I don't know why. And It's after so long, since I've tie a big bun to school :P I shall on Monday I guess? Or maybe not. Haha, okay. I'm really gonna go do my coursework now! Till then! :)

Today was a fairytale, not.

2010-05-17T20:24:00.003+08:00

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. "

-
School today as usual. Had so much of laughters. Kept laughing like non-stop srsly. Pe was fun, ben and ken never fail to make me laugh. I almost die of laughing :P Okay, then assembly was fun. The speaker definitely was a hella. He speak in a really really really cute tone! HAHA. Okayok, basically. School today was stress free. My day ended with wwss saying goodbye chiobu :P Jiening and I both heard it. Okay, I'm gonna go catch the movie KICKASS now. Till then! xx

2010-05-16T21:29:00.002+08:00

It's been a long and tiring journey. It's time for a break, or should I say it's time to stop. To stop thinking and hurting myself from the unacceptable truth.

2010-05-15T15:30:00.004+08:00

13 MAY
And pictures are not in order

Bags of satisfaction

2010-05-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hi Earthlings! I feel so satisfactory today :P Okay, pictures next time. I'm feeling a lil sleepy and I'll jst do a little quicky here. Okay, basically. Bbf and I met around noon, headed down to Bugis. Had WO AI TAIMEI, sibei thumbs up. I'm gonna go there again, as soon as I've got the time. I swear the oyster meesua is the best you can find in Sg, I guess? Hahaha! Okay, then we headed to haji lane. Didn't manage to find anything. So we headed to fareast, which we still didn't manage to find our stuffs. But we had pretty much fun laughing and talking around. Headed for wantan mee at graffiti cafe which we really like, and then headed to slice for shaved ice, really nice. We had so much good food today! My stomach's so happy today! Okay, then we headed to wisma atria for F21, cotton on. Cotton On had shots playing by the time we were in there. Almost thought it was the dancefloor and dance our mind off. Hahaha! Okay, we headed toilet before going back jp to get our shorts. Bought our shorts, had barley and honey aloe vera and homed! Happy kid today. Okay, I shall go get my sleep now. Sleep early ppl, sleep tight and night night earthlings x333333333

2010-05-12T20:05:00.003+08:00

Party tonight, and shopping tmr ^^v Thess are the only reasons why life can be good at times. Goodbye. Par-par-partyyyyyy.

2010-05-10T20:21:00.003+08:00

I'm happy living with my life now, and why am I thinking about all the past?

2010-05-10T13:16:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna give a fucking damn anymore. 'Cuz I'm fucking tired, and I have no fucking idea what to do at all. Just fml.

2010-05-08T16:39:00.002+08:00

Hi there! Finally I've got some time to sit down and update this space. Well, I still have got to think what's there to update when I'm having exams, I'm studying almost everyday, I've totally got no time to go out and play around.

Okayok, first thing first. I went Jp to get mummy's present for mYm's day with Aloy. Was supposed to go with Jiaxin, but she flew me aeroplane :( Haha. Then followed by bff, she went with tiko cai and that made me all alone :( So, I called up aloy ytd night to ask him about it. Okay, then I was planning to buy her some GUESS wallet or sth? But I was so lazy that thinking I've to train all the way to Bugis/town, that I decided to get her a Bonia wallet instead.

So, I went to have lunch with mummy and sister over at gekpoh's mac before I head Jp to meet Aloy. Was waiting for aloy when a guy turned to me, and noticed we had the same top on :O Quickly looked away when I saw him :O Went over Bonia to get mummy's wallet. And, after that, we spent a few minutes deciding where to go. Last decision was to take 246 for a round before I head back home :O And we saw Jingwen and co when we were walking to the interchange. Sat for one whole round, and what I got was 3 sets of teeth marks on my arm and hands :O The marks are still on my arm till now, like srsly :O But it doesn't really hurt though.

Okay, then I went back home, got my card ready and left Vivo for dinner. I almost managed to get mummy to buy my a n.u.m bag, till she know the price was 129, cuz she thought it was like 100 and below :( But nevermind, i'll get that bag after exams!

And for now, I shall go get my stuffs cleared in my room and have an early night. Having lunch tmr at universal studio, maybe? And heading to great grandma house, no time to study geog. HOW!

Okay, I better that going now. Toodles ^^v

2010-05-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

What if I tell you I want to see you now?

2010-05-06T19:32:00.001+08:00

I m so b.o.r.e.d. and I have no mood to study my fnn at all. Okay, bye.

2010-05-06T18:40:00.003+08:00

I know, I look damn shag without make up without concealer. It sucks to look like a ghost ._. Damn cui.

But I never told you, what I should have said

2010-05-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

I didn't want to cut my hair :( 'Cuz it has been so long since I've went for a haircut, my mummy forced to cut my hair since my fringe is getting long and need a little trim at the back. And now, I look like some idiot, like some kid :( And I'm even going out to study tmr, how to face the world! Haha, okayok lah. I think the aunty emo, then cut my hair so short :O I told my mum I don't wanna let her touch my fringe, yet she said just let her cut lah. And I don't know why, I really don't know why I said okay. Oh no, I totally regret cutting my hair :O

Okayok, anyway. I studied chem today. Intensive chem for 2 full hours (Y) First time :O Then, I had 4 baths today, and it's also my third time washing my hair :O Can't stand the heat, it almost made me melt~ Hahaha! Okay, then I went out for dinner and haircut -.-

Okayok, I shall go stare in space now. I'm so freaking bored~
Toodles!

2010-05-01T21:02:00.002+08:00

I've really got diarrhea today! Like srsly, I woke up as early as 8, because I was awaken by this stomachache. I went back to sleep and got woke up by stomach ache again, went toilet several times, that makes me kind of tired and only woke up at 2. I swear the stomachache almost killed me :O Hahaha! Okay, I stayed at home, doing basically nothing. Read a little social studies. Headed for 7eleven to buy my dinner and continued watching tv.

Didn't join Linda for her party, so sorry :( I should have gone swimming with them. Okay, anyway. I'm heading back tv, okay I'm gonna play cooking games later :O

Made my heart skipped a beat

2010-04-30T23:22:00.004+08:00

Hello people, today was fun fun fun ttm :) School as usual, headed to marina square for seoul garden (Y) 15 buck per person, and we ate like there's no tomorrow. I didn't have my dinner today, seoul garden made me full for the whole day, till now! Okay, back to seoul garden. We had lots of food and not to forget laughters! Fiona came to join us after a lil while.

BBF and I went toilet in between, but we went topshop instead, and Dr martens stall, then toilet, and we got lost in marina square :O But still managed to find our way back! :) Continued eating eating eating, then played with food a lil, as we talked. I told them my darkest secrets! Those crazy night-walking things I did. Vonnie even said not to call me when there's chalet :( Hahaha! Okay, then the rest went shopping while BFF, yimin and billy headed home.

Had my shower, bath before heading to guitar. Guitar today was fun, but my fingers suffered~ And and, I swear I was shivering and my teeth were chattering. It was super cold~ Waited for this silly boy outside library before heading back home. He even carried my big and bulky guitar, Aww, that's pretty sweet :) Laughed, talked, had fun and walked home.

Okay, lastly Happy Birthday Linda, and Happy birthday Lydia. <3<3<3>

2010-04-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

2010-04-28T18:38:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes, I feel a little jealous inside imagining someone can please you more than me. I guess it’s just my insecurities acting up a bit, because I know I’m not the most beautiful, most fun, or even the most exciting person you’ll ever meet." @eletheowl

Life still goes on as usual. As tired like some pig, as busy like some bee. I'm trying to work extra hard with the flu. It's srsly killing me. Fnn itself alrdy killed me. I should better start bucking up on fnn since I've been failing the class tests, focus test.

And I think I'm gonna flunk big time for english mye. It totally suck. I was rushing for time all the way for both papers. Okay, lunch after that with BFF over at pepper lunch. Chit chat, laughters, and gossips ftw. Never fail to kept me laughing.

Okay, I better go continue with my REDOX now! :P

2010-04-25T17:06:00.001+08:00

Movie date ltr,
and I wanna learn pianooooooo~

Left my lipstick stained your shirt

2010-04-24T21:21:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling like shit right now. Totally sick, down and randomly moodless for no reason. What's wrong with me.

Okay, anyway. I'll be cheerful. I'll be happy and I'll stop thinking about random stuffs and I'll stop feeling sad. Hopefully.

One thing that made me kinda smile. You'll never guess what it is. Haha, 'cuz it's super shocking till I accidentally saw it on fb :O

Okayok, I think I'm gonna fail my chinese oral. I keep saying it in english, and I think Mdm Ang is cute. We even have a mini conversation during the oral. Can't rmb what we were talking about, but i swear i burst out laughing during the oral. Went to meet bff and cai after school. Settled down at some jap-inspired restaurant or sth, chit-chat laughs and ate. Went back home, changed and went lib with xinxinxin to study. Aloy was suppose to come along too. Something cropped up, and he didn't study and instead only came after xin and i had our dinner at kopitiam. Walked around before heading to safra. Waitied at this Jap restaurant, jeramy came. Xin and I leave after awhile cuz I had guitar lessons.

I was late for lesson again. I'm always the last one to arrive. Okay, anyway. Went to buy chewy junior and headed home.

Woke up so sick this morn, but still continued with tuition. Mucus all over, kept on sneezing. But I managed to complete all my questions, with no blanks! And and, I even did mini revision on redox. Intensive study at homiez tmr, gonna finished all my doubts for chem. Hopefully!

Okay, for now. I shall go read up my chem tb :P Toodles! ^^
Oh, and it was our first month ytd, hun :)

And you said, you don't know me

2010-04-21T15:26:00.003+08:00

Things to update before I head back to plan my fnn conclusions and ss revision. My work are starting to pile up and I'm starting to work double hard. No more getting f9s, d7s or c6s.

Anyway, I was having damn headache ytd. Thought I could give school a miss today, but I was pretty fine this morning. Gave aloy little surprise by popping the flu pills into his bag when he was away ^^ How great I am. Hahahahaha! Fnn practical was quite okay. Ran around the cookery room with the spoon and tasting ppl's food after the practical test. I had I had the worse dish :( The rest tasted so much better!

Headed interchange with xin, bff, elton, bl and iffah. Headed home after that.

Okay, back to my work now~

2010-04-20T16:01:00.003+08:00

Please don't steal glances of me when I'm not looking, 'cuz i am too. It makes me wanna break down, like as if all those emotions deep down are engulfing me.

Life's not good :(

2010-04-20T15:57:00.001+08:00

2010-04-18T21:01:00.002+08:00

Life's not good. Well at least, those night life make it all up for me. Drink drank drunk, sing sang sung. Dancing dancing dancing w the music.

Yawns, I am so tiredddddddddddd srsly. I need more sleep. It's monday again tmr, which means I've to mug mug mug mug again :( No cca tmr! Wee u weet. I'm gonna do 3 fnn essays, and fnn notes tmr. I think I'll die from suffocation of fnn :O

Anyway, I had good good food today, hehe. Buffet at Pariss with william uncle since he's going back to US tmr. Did little shopping, bought little stuffs. Can't wait for mye to be over before I can head to fareast and ion or where ever I needa go.

Okay, I guess that's all for now.
Toodles! ^^v

Too little too late

2010-04-15T19:20:00.006+08:00

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love. "

Last year of today is like the worst day of my life, and this year of today is so much worse than ever. For the continuous three times that it happened to me, now I know that 90% of boys doesn't really keeps their words. It's just to please girls, I guess? Haha. I thought today would be a good day, since it started good. But never did I realised, it ended with me crying in my room :O I got so stressed up, not knowing what to do. I texted Jiaxin, told her almost everything of how I was feeling. And I think I'm suffering some kind of alexithymia. I don't know how to tell ppl how I really felt. I tend to contradict myself. Haha, I don't know whether I'm suppose to cry or what. Okay, and I srsly think I'm having an early stage of menopause or sth at an age of 16. Haha, I got so fed up now and then, I've got insomnia :o

And I think mummy thinks I'm having a boyfriend outside or sth ._. Eversince, she saw I was with the 3 male friends at jp. I went jp to get my stationeries, before getting home. I know I took a little longer than usual or sth. She called and ask where I am just now. Told her I was at jp buying stationeries and she didn't believe me like once again. She kept asking whether I'm with boys or not, when i've alrdy told her nicely for 3 times that I'm with yvonne. Oh fine. Idk wht's going wrong either.

Anyway, school today was okay. So much of things happened during English at choir room. Ken did the piano thing, and I swear I was laughing so hard for the first time after like so long. And ms lin came back while ridz, don was dry humping ken. I swear it was the most embarrassing moments. And sakti didn't even know ms lin came back and came back into the room saying ms lin haven't came yet when ms lin was just standing at the door. It will be the most epic moments in 2010, i guess. went 7eleven to get cup noodles and went back school for fnn execution. Jp with von, and home after that.

Okay, gotta go pack my bag for school tmr.
And, I hope speech day would turn out good tmr. I don't wish to end up crying. You know what I'm saying.

Intimacy

2010-04-14T21:17:00.008+08:00

Having really bad pms for this month, I srsly have no idea why though. It srsly suck. My flu came back to visit me. Haha, I've been dripping mucus during fnn class. Big thanks to teckwen's tissue, if not teacher have to mark my wet ppr. Haha! I think I ate a lot in school today. I had 1 hashbrown, then I went seven11 to get a Taquito, a bun and 2 cup of ice-cream from the ice cream uncle. Jiaman bought one of it for me, hahaha! 'Cuz I told him I had one condition before he hand me Siqi's file.

Headed over to band. It was boring in the beginning, 'cuz I wasn't really doing anything. It's only when alvin and hui en head over to where lekchu, and qianyi were. I learnt 2 new songs (Y)(Y)(Y) Haha, kept laughing and playing around. Alvin hit my nose twice accidentally :( And now, I think my nose is dropping soon, after I keep rubbing it since morning. The flu srsly suck.

Went to have sushi with vonnie von after band and saw a few ppl. Started talking about fnn. Home at 8 ^^

Friday's gonna be a good day (Y)
Hopefully.

Tmr's 15th April 2010, meaning it's one year after you know what. Maybe ppl close to me may know what's exactly the meaning of it. I'll be fine for tmr, hopefully. I still miss having some surprises like ppl popping panadols flu into my bag when these ppl knows I'm sick. Haha, how cute.

Anw, night night ppl <3

Fairytales

2010-04-13T17:10:00.004+08:00

It was a fairytale in the beginning. Everything's perfect until some one intruded. Everything's shattered like broken glass on the floor. It became the nightmares haunting me everynight. It never fail to appear once I fell alseep after wetting my pillow with my tears. From then, I realised I didn't really want to let you go.

2010-04-13T17:05:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Albert,
That's the only picture I had with you.
With my face covered :P
Happy birthday Junyang too.

2010-04-13T16:13:00.001+08:00

Everything's bullshit for now.