Sunday, November 17, 2013

Occupied

I've been so busy lately with my assignments and work that I've yet to have any time for myself.

I'm so stucked in my project that I don't know how I should continue with my work. To be honest, I was never good in programming and I never wanted to have this role in my project group. I kept quiet in the beginning because I knew nobody wanted it. But I gave in anyway. I told them I would give it a try, but I can't guarantee I can give a good work. I can do web programming, but I know no shit about Xcode. Ever since school started, I would worry about my programming every single night before I sleep. Sometimes, I just broke down literally because I just can't do it.

I've been feeling so stressed up. Even though I had a assistant programmer to help me with my programming but he does nothing for me. All he wants to do is everything in his own way.

I wish I could finish everything quickly and never to fall into this path again.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Been so long

Done with my internship long ago, and school has already started for me. I can't seem to get over that my two months holidays just gone past just like that. Still reminiscening the four/five days I spent in bkk with bby, Hui Min and Ryan. Drinking back in the hotel room after a long day shopping and having really good thai food.

My final year project is in the midst of the first term and I can barely breathe anymore. It's been such a tiring four weeks, as I was packed with lots of birthday celebrations and work. Talking about birthday celebrations, I just celebrated Aerilyn's 21st last Saturday at Mayfair condo and headed to prawn fishing with bby and the boys. Lady luck was on me, and I caught 5-7 prawns continuously in the half hour time they were left with.

Had a mini celebration with bby's family at a little Peranakan buffet restaurant the next day. There wasn't quite a lot of choices but I had a really nice dinner with bby's family.

Had classes on a mundane monday morning, had so much trouble waking up early nowadays. My cheque finally went into my bank and I decided to head back home quickly after school to get my credit card which I forgot to brought it along to surprise the little boy with his belated present. Secretly went to get an iPad mini for him, bought a box, some 'wormy' decorations and a wrapping baby which I decided to wrap 3 peppero as a prank to the boy. Coincidentally it is 11/11 today, so I just had to buy peppero for bby!

Classes starts at 8 tomorrow, I shall head to bed soon. xx

The silly smile of yours when you saw the present I got for you still lingers in my head. Everything was all worth it just to see that little smile of yours. :-)