Like I always tell my friends, I always have a motive in doing things for my boyfriend. Things like getting things he likes, surprises him with surprise events which I guess no other girlfriends would do. I've done so many little things in hoping he would do the same to me as well.
I have always hinted him that I like this and I like that or I want to go somewhere, but he doesn't even plans for those. I would be glad if he does little things to surprise me in return of what I always does, but he never. He used to buy my soft toys out of nowhere in the beginning of our relationship but as our relationship became longer and longer, things he get for me becomes lesser and lesser.
It's not that I expect him to buy me expensive gifts or being me to somewhere expensive to eat. Things like getting me panadol whenever I needed it without me telling him, or things like writing me a letter or card, things likes buying me chocolates or sweets I like to eat on a random day. I would gladly appreciate all those, but things doesn't work that way.
I've been hiding all these for so long, and I just can't help it. I need a listening ear, I need someone to hear me talk but I've go no one to talk to.
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